Friday, December 6, 2019

Review: The Weight of a Soul by Elizabeth Tammi

Format: Kindle

Publisher: North Star Editions

Publication Date: 03 December 2019

Page Count: 256

Rating: 5/5

When Lena's younger sister Fressa is found dead, their whole Viking clan mourns—but it is Lena alone who never recovers. Fressa is the sister that should've lived, and Lena cannot rest until she knows exactly what killed Fressa and why—and how to bring her back. She strikes a dark deal with Hela, the Norse goddess of death, and begins a new double life to save her sister. But as Lena gets closer to bringing Fressa back, she dredges up dangerous discoveries about her own family and finds herself in the middle of a devastating plan to spur Ragnarök –a deadly chain of events leading to total world destruction. Still, with her sister's life in the balance, Lena is willing to risk it all. She's even willing to kill. How far will she go before the darkness consumes her?

I received this from NetGalley in return for an honest review. 

The synopsis made me think it's going to be like a female-lead edition of Rick Riordan's books set in a Norse world. I was very much looking forward to it. I was also sort of wrong. There is so much more happening in this book than one could actually conceptualize at first. It was absolutely stunning in it's description of everything happening and the weight not just of Fressa's soul, but the knowledge of what must happen that's crushing Lena along side it.

I do apologize for being a little late in my review, but some family concerns came up that prevented me from being able to actually sit down and read for more than a few minutes at a time. There was just so much going on in the last two weeks of November that make me wish I had read this earlier than I did.

Anyway, The Weight of a Soul by Tammi Elizabeth follows Magdalena Freding, the heiress to a small Scandinavian village. In a very quick succession, her sister is engaged to an "outsider" raised by the village, her father returns from a raid and gives her sister a dagger, they find out that her sister's fiance was Lena's betrothed, and then her sister dies. This all happens within the first like twenty pages. I think I was barely fifteen minutes into the book when things went down.

I couldn't believe it. It was all so much in quick succession that it was nearly difficult to wrap my mind around, but I managed. I felt bad right away for Lena and her mother. Everything was spiraling around them in a way that they couldn't possibly fathom. Then Lena goes and does something that will land her in hotter water than imaginable!

I really liked the way everything was described in such vivid detail that I could picture it clearly in my head. Tammi Elizabeth certainly had a way with describing Lena's transition from the banks of a river somewhere in Scandinavia (Norway, Finland, Denmark....it was a big place, though likeliest is Norway) to the icy paths of Helheim. Everything was done in such striking ways. I really loved the prose the way that it was presented to me in such a fascinating manner that I struggled to put this book down.

One of the biggest drawbacks I found in this was the marriage subplot. It wasn't necessary. Yeah, it did spur Lena into working all that much harder to find a solution to her problem, but it just compounded her own grief and sense of twisted loss to the point where Lena was sometimes hardly able to function long enough to even think about what she was doing. She would make rash decisions based on surface thought only. It was literally tearing her and Amal apart to know what their parents had in mind for them and their rigidity about it. I hated that. It put Amal and Lena into positions that they had to struggle hard to get out of.

It's part of the synopsis that Lena is supposed to be searching for a soul that weighs as much as her sister's does, and I thought right away that there were only two souls that would possibly have matched. Amal and Fredrik. It was made obvious that Amal loved Fressa more than any other living creature, meaning he would know her soul inside and out and would a good match for it in weight. In the end, it was a surprise who the proper balanced soul to Fressa's was.

It took everything in me to not throw my Kindle across the living room when I realized who Fredrik was and what he was scheming. The man had been lying their whole lives! I couldn't believe it, and yet I could believe it. This book was setting up perfectly as the first in a series. I don't know if it will be a duology, trilogy, quartet or what, but I am very excited to find out. I want to know what Lena does from her new position in Valhalla. I want to know what Kiali-turned-Loki does on the lamb with Fressa and Amal. I want to know all of it.

Overall a 5/5 for me. I will definitely look for this in physical form the minute I see it in the stores. I will also eagerly await the next book in the series. I have to know what is happening. I thank NetGalley for letting me read this ARC and apologize for my taking bloody forever to actually get to it. 

Tuesday, December 3, 2019

Currently Reading: 14 November to 30 November 2019

Currently Reading

- The Weight of a Soul by Elizabeth Tammi (01%)
- Enigma by Hugh Sebag-Montefiore (18%)
- The Greek Way by Edith Hamilton (08%)
The Book Fix by Marydale Stewart (35%)
- The Priory of the Orange Tree by Samantha Shannon (37%)
Black Leopard Red Wolf by Marlon James (61%)
IT by Stephen King (40%)
Journey to the West by Wu Cheng'en (27%)
The Original Illustrated Sherlock Holmes by Arthur Conan Doyle (59%)

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NaNoWriMo is in full swing, so you will have to give me leeway for not writing as often as I normally would. This month is just usually very busy and I'm already behind because of the broken computers. November is just  not my month it would seem. We are going up to replace the laptop(s) this weekend though. 

What else has been going on? I've cursed a friend of mine a few times. She kept trying to get me to read her copy of Good Omens by Neil Gaiman and Terry Pratchett. I kept putting it off, because of how many other books I have to read (literally hundreds). Then Amazon Prime went and made a mini series out of it that I watched. Now instead of reading the hundreds of books I own...I went out and bought a copy of Good Omens and I'm reading that instead. What is wrong with me?

I have come up with the preliminary lists of books I want to read in 2020. I am keeping each TBR list itself to 12 books. Why 12? I have no idea. 12 seemed like a good number. I realize I will actually have to choose another 12 to actually hit that golden 2-per-month thing that I wanted to do. Maybe these will just be the books for the first half of next year and I will choose another 12 in June for July-December? 

Anyway, here are the January-June lists:

PRINT
The Little Paris Bookshop by Nina George
The Bookshop on the Corner by Jenny Colgan
Ashes of Roses by M.J. Auch
Wicked Fox by Kat Cho
The Bookshop of Yesterdays by Amy Meyerson
An Enchantment of Ravens by Margret Rogerson
Fate of the Fallen by Kel Kade
The Family Upstairs by Lisa Jewell
The Night Tiger by Yangsze Choo
The Dragon's Legacy by Deborah A. Wolfe
Crown of Feathers by Nikki Pau Preto
The Poppy War by R.F. Kuang

DIGITAL
The Stone Gate by Mark Mann
A Study in Sable by Mercedes Lackey
Wayward by Wayne Wade
Revealing Revelations by Ric Nero
Sherlock Holmes and the Mystery of the Last Line by M. Pepper Langlinais
Alone by S.M. Perlow
Curse: The Return to Wexkia by Dale Furse
The Scent of Lies by Deborah Burroughs
The Spiral Arm by Peter Boland
The Book of Legend by T.J. Mayhew
Branded by Keary Taylor
Queen of Someday by Sherry D. Ficklin


A good list I think? These are all of the books I plan to read in the first half of 2020. For the digital list, I don't really chose based on my desire to read them. I use the RNG and my Digital tab from my Personal Library Catalog on my computer to pick the ones I will read. I figure since I randomly downloaded them, I should randomly choose. I can barely wait until I get to a few of them.

I feel like I should update you all on my progress for NaNoWriMo 2019. As of 11:45 on 11/23, I am sitting happily at 89,375/50,000. I already earned the "winner" badge from the site as well as a little like, certificate. I think that's much fun. So now I will just do whatever and add however many words I get to at the end of each day.

I gave up on She's My Dad by Jonathan S. Williams. I didn't like it at all. I posted my review already, so you can just see it there. There was too much of Jonathan's tale in the book and not enough of Paula or whatever. I don't remember the woman's name. I think it was Paula. Not really worried about it now. I'll just move on to my final two NetGalley arcs that I got.

There was a challenge posted the other day on BooksandTea called the "End-of-the-Year-Challenge" and I thought it would be interesting. The prompts are:

- Finish the book you're currently reading 
- Read a book you told everyone you would read this year
- Read a book you got in the first half of 2019
- Read a book you've had since 2018
- Read the oldest book on your TBR
- Read the newest book on your TBR
- Read the shortest book on your TBR.

These are the books (in the same order) that I have chosen:
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- Escaping from Houdini by Kerri Maniscalco
- Forest of a Thousand Lanterns by Julie C. Dao
- The Book Jumper by Mechthild Glaser
- Rebel in the Sands by Alwyn Hamilton
- Paradise Lost by John Milton
- Angela's Ashes by Frank McCourt
- Of Mice and Men by John Steinbeck

I mean, I know I already had a ton of things to get through before the end of the year, but hey, I like to set impossible goals!! Let's see if I can get through these any better than I could get through the rest of the challenges I set for myself. I should be able to get through a good number of the books.

I had a brilliant idea based on someone else's idea that I will implement starting today (11/23). For each book I finish, I will put $20 into a savings account. So far I have added $20, to take care of the book I DNF'd today. I will count it as "read" so long as I made it at least 25% of the way into the book before I DNF it. I am basically paying myself to read. (If only one or both of my parents would match this, it would be epic. $40-$60 to read a book, also parents reading this: take note positive reinforcement....this will help!). Not sure yet what I plan to do with the money I will end up saving with this new scheme.

My coworkers have jokingly told me I should only save $2 per book, because of how little we get paid and my consumption of novels. They don't think I get paid enough to keep up $20 each. I'll see what happens. I know I'm not a particularly fast reader, so there isn't likely much way I will be able to fail at $20/book. So far this month, I would have only contributed $80.


November 2019 Wrap Up

Hello there. I know I have been terrible at this. In November I read 6 books. Let's go right into the reviews. 


#1: Nocturnal Witchcraft by Konstantinos

Nocturnal Energies differ from those of Daylight and Witches have long known how to take advantage of Lunar Powers and the spiritual entities that prefer the darkness for particular magical operations. This innovative book explores special techniques for working with the Night Powers and the subtle effects of dark symbols to: Cast a Nocturnal Magick Circle Invoke the Dark Gods and Goddesses Skry the Night Open the Gates to the Underworld Cast Spells through the Dark Ether Explore the symbolic realm of shadow, illusion, and the mysteries of the Unknown You will learn to find your Inner Quiet, Read Minds through the Ether, Dream for Change, Create and Use Thought Forms, Alter Reality through simple Spells and Rites, and use the powers of Magnetism and Suggestion. And you will Explore the Mysteries of Death and to Speak with the Dead. The Dark balances the Light. Do not fear it but equally embrace it.

It was...okay. I gave it 4/5 stars because while it was definitely an interesting read and gave me a lot to think about, it went against a lot of things that other books had taught me. I am not likely to use most of the information that was presented in the book, but I will put what I can into practice. I don't think it is really a good idea to do godform assumption for most of these rituals and spells, that sort of thing should be saved for extremely special or important things. Not just whenever you want to do something and really really want it. We will try other books by Konstantinos to see if we like them any better than this one.


#2: Assassination Classroom #11 by Yusei Matsui


Class 3-E student Isogai breaks the school rules by working part-time to help support his family. When Gakushu and the Big Four students find out, they use his secret as leverage to force 3-E to participate in a bizarre sports day competition. Soon it’s time for the school’s midterm competition as well, but when some 3-E students accidentally injure the elderly owner of a day care, Koro Sensei forbids them from studying and orders them to replace him until he recovers! Assassination is one thing, but babysitting little kids…?!

I liked this one pretty well. Like normal, I didn't care much for Gakuho or Gakushu, but I think that may sort of be the point. We aren't meant to like them. They are sort of the "bad guys" of the series so far. I didn't like how underhanded they were in the games. It was decent for the eleventh volume in a series. I am looking forward to reading the next one and finding out what will happen next.


#3: Good Omens by Neil Gaiman and Terry Pratchett


The world will end on Saturday. Next Saturday. Just before dinner, according to The Nice and Accurate Prophecies of Agnes Nutter, Witch, the world's only completely accurate book of prophecies written in 1655. The armies of Good and Evil are amassing and everything appears to be going according to Divine Plan. Except that a somewhat fussy angel and a fast-living demon are not actually looking forward to the coming Rapture. And someone seems to have misplaced the Antichrist.

Not that it matters in the grand scheme of things, but I have the black cover with Aziraphale on it. Moving on to the proper review. I loved this book. I did watch the television show first, so I had a general idea of what was going to happen (though I must say I liked some of the bits from the show better), but this was still an amazing read. I loved how the entire book was about an angel and a demon working together to basically...thwart the apocalypse. And they manage it, by not doing a thing. They mess up dramatically and it still works out exactly the way they want it to. I may give this one a re-read in the future. Definitely a 5/5.


#4: She's My Dad by Jonathan S. Williams 


Jonathan S. Williams was three months into pastoring a new, evangelical church plant when his father confessed a secret: he was transgender. His father, Paul, a prominent evangelical pastor, soon became Paula, and Jonathan's life and ministry went into a tailspin. Feeling betrayed by his mentor and confidante and scared that his church would lose funding and support if Paula's secret was exposed, Jonathan sunk into depression and alcoholism. She's My Dad explores Jonathan's long and winding journey toward reconciliation, forgiveness, and acceptance of his father as well as his church's journey to become one of the few fully LGBTQ-inclusive, evangelical churches in America. Jonathan and Paula offer insight and encouragement for those with transgender family members, empathizing with the feelings of loss and trauma and understanding that even being LGBTQ-affirming doesn't mean the transition of a family member will be easy. Jonathan writes of his family's continuing evolution, the meaning of remaining loyal to one's father even when she is no longer a man, the ongoing theological evolution surrounding transgender rights and advocacy in the church, and the unflinching self-scrutiny of a pastor who lost his God only to find God again in his father's transition.


I ended up DNF'ing this. I just couldn't get into it no matter how hard I tried. It shouldn't be a struggle to read a book. Especially one about a topic that interests me. I have a MtF friend, so you would think that I would be rather intrigued by a book that talks about a MtF person. The story that I was reading had only a few pieces that were remotely related to the actual transgender person. I read a quarter of the book, and of that quarter, only about 10%  even mentioned the transition or the person by their female name. The other 90% was about Jonathan growing up, going to school, getting married. It was more a history of his life rather than of his father's. I didn't particularly care for it. Maybe I'll have better luck with the other books that I got from NetGalley in the future. I received this book in return for an honest review, and honestly? I didn't like it.


#5: Escaping from Houdini by Kerri Mansicalco


Audrey Rose Wadsworth and her partner-in-crime-investigation, Thomas Cresswell, are en route to New York to help solve another blood-soaked mystery. Embarking on a week-long voyage across the Atlantic on the opulent RMS Etruria, they’re delighted to discover a traveling troupe of circus performers, fortune tellers, and a certain charismatic young escape artist entertaining the first-class passengers nightly. But then, privileged young women begin to go missing without explanation, and a series of brutal slayings shocks the entire ship. The disturbing influence of the Moonlight Carnival pervades the decks as the murders grow ever more freakish, with nowhere to escape except the unforgiving sea. It's up to Audrey Rose and Thomas to piece together the gruesome investigation as even more passengers die before reaching their destination. But with clues to the next victim pointing to someone she loves, can Audrey Rose unravel the mystery before the killer's horrifying finale?

I have to say I didn't see the ending coming, and I pay attention to her books after I was thrown in the first one. I enjoyed the story line, with the exception of Mephistopheles constantly trying to just split them apart. It was obvious that Audrey Rose had a courtship going with Thomas and he was messing with it almost exclusively to mess with it. I really liked how they didn't catch an obvious clue that was startlingly right in front of them, even one that Thomas skipped over. I won't reveal it personally, but I'll say if you were paying close attention early on in the novel, by the time they start to speculate near the three-quarter mark, you (should) almost already know who it is and the motive behind it. I gave this one 5/5 and I cannot wait to get to the final novel in the series.


#6: Where the Crawdads Sing by Delia Owens

A novel about a young woman determined to make her way in the wilds of North Carolina, and the two men that will break her isolation open. For years, rumors of the "Marsh Girl" have haunted Barkley Cove, a quiet town on the North Carolina coast. She's barefoot and wild; unfit for polite society. So in late 1969, when handsome Chase Andrews is found dead, the locals immediately suspect Kya Clark. But Kya is not what they say. Abandoned at age ten, she has survived on her own in the marsh that she calls home. A born naturalist with just one day of school, she takes life lessons from the land, learning from the false signals of fireflies the real way of this world. But while she could have lived in solitude forever, the time comes when she yearns to be touched and loved. Drawn to two young men from town, who are each intrigued by her wild beauty, Kya opens herself to a new and startling world--until the unthinkable happens.

It was a very interesting read. I was recommended this by a resident where I work and one of the activities aids, who both are also huge bookworms (you would be surprised at how many of the senior citizens are actually big readers, go and talk to a few in your local assisted living or nursing home facilities, I bet they'd love the company and discussion!), and while I did like the beginning and the end...the middle sort of dragged a bit for me. I struggled through that part. Once I cleared the talk of her teen years that weren't very interesting to me at all and moved into the actual plot of the book and what happened in 1969...well, let's say that I was just as much fooled as everyone else. I didn't see the ending coming, thinking it was someone else entirely for very good reason. The person I thought had killed Chase turned out not to have at all, but the reasoning for the murderer were near identical. I still can't believe the ending and I'm not surprised at all that this has ended up on Reese's Book Club list (not that I have any idea who Reese is...). This one earned a 4/5 and I may look into more Delia Owens books in the future.